I Do It Big I Guess ? I Say Im Jus Tha Best At it

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nadz — Sat, 04 Sep 2010 16:48:12 +0000

Been lazy to update.It’s not that im THAT busy.But i am.Nono..I have to keep maself busy.A 2months sacrifice for the rest of ma life.Why am i so lazy??Haiz..I hate it when someone tell me to do somethin that i dont want to.Who does???Kay..its not exactly bout that.Its about people keep asking me to study,which i did…yet you keep throw those motivational shit on ma face!I hate it so so so much!Makes me even laaazier to study.Seriously.I know what i have and need to do.I dont need people to keep reminding me!Its damn right irritating!Cant stand it…sometimes.”Ive been in your place ive experienced it and i noe what __ is like” …Are you kidding me,seriously?!??Now tell me,who’s d one who really felt the experience???Felt d pressure???Repeat,IN SCHOOL,not private???Do homeworks all over again???RemedialS????WEAR those shitty school uniform for extra one year??WH
O???Who would ever wanna be in ma place !?? WHO?Would you???? HELLO!?Ive been experience it wayyy more than you are in this case! Argh Stop people ,stop it!!!!Dont make ma life more miserable!!! Go AWAY,EVERYONE!!!!Yes!Including you who”s reading this shit now!! Hari raya?whos gonna fckuing care bout celebration?!?!?ARGHHHHHHHHH

Im considering of buying either a digital cam or d 200 bucks sling bag.Haiz…IM BROKE ASS BROKE

nadz — Mon, 30 Aug 2010 16:04:36 +0000

rebelution safe and sound

She’s back to work :(

nadz — Mon, 05 Jul 2010 08:01:40 +0000

Its 7.20 in the morning.3rd July ’10

Just came back from airport to send sista.Ate Mc and i had ma starbucks coffee!

Yesterday was the best day with ma sista.Had to stay back for remedial on fridays.Thank God sis still wanna go out.Went orchard..tot of watching 9 Temples but tix were sold out?!WTH right?So we watch Repoman.DAMMMNN bored to the max.Me n sis were talking and laughing and texting cause we dont understand a damn thing!So…we decided to get out just before 35 mins the movie ends.Sorry for wasting your money sis.Bought some stuff… ..blablabla…went Newton coz she’s craving for seafood.& guess what…the food taste bad!!!worse still…the rice…soft like hell.She kept saying bad luck coz a lot unpleasant things happened yesterday.>

Movie..2 timing sold out

went back and forth to somewhere to find a watch still couldnt find

Bird shit on our umbrella

Watch repoman,we thought the movie’s crap

Went to eat at Newton and the food was crap too.Poor sis,she’s craving for the seafood,it was her last day but end up it doent taste good,not even okay!

We still had fun though…

Thank You For Staying.

nadz — Tue, 22 Jun 2010 07:45:32 +0000

I always put up unecessary fights….but regardless of that you have to know u still have the reasons to hold on.You must know dat u are cherished,treasured and always thought of day by day.That u are an important person to someone who may not be the best for u , but i will make up for it by loving u more than anyone can and ever will.

Boyz II Men – A song for mama

nadz — Tue, 22 Jun 2010 07:00:21 +0000

You were there for me to love and care for me

when skies were grey

And no one else can be what you have been to me

You will always be

You will always be the girl in malife for all times

MAMA

Mama you know i love you.

but can you throw all the stuff that youre not using!!?!?!3/4 of ur things inside ma room!?!?!!u making me craaaazyy!!?!!!!? hmph.

saaeloh

nadz — Tue, 15 Jun 2010 04:54:19 +0000

All this while i am, stupid UGLY DUMB EXTREMELY STUPID A BURDEN TO PEOPLE OBTUSE FOOLISH UNINTELLIGENT MEANINGLESS NONSENSICAL POINTLESS HORRIBLE WHY I CANT JUST ACCEPT IT.WHY PEOPLE PUT HIGH HOPE ON ME WHEN THEY KNOW DAT I AM STUPID I WILL NEVER GO FURTHER IM JUST SO STUPID IF I DIE NO ONE EVEN CARE COZ I DONE NOTHING!NOTHING TO MAKE PEOPLE HAPPY IVE DONE NOTHING GOOD TO PEOPLE WHY SHUD I CARE I DONT CARE NOT AT ALL I DONT IMA FAILURE WHY SHUD I CARE IF IM GONNA FAIL OR GONNA MAKE IT CUZ I WILL ALWAYS GONNA FAIL FINE I CHOSE THIS BECAUSE OF U PEOPLE SHIT IM NOT LIKE UR OTHER CHILD LA FCKUERU THINK UR CHILDREN SO GOOD DUMB-ASS

Torn

nadz — Mon, 14 Jun 2010 07:04:46 +0000

A part of me wants to leave.
But a part of me wants to be there with you.

A part of me says to think it through

A part of me says it’s all my fault.
A part of me says “i ain’t what you want.”

Torn in between the two.
Cuz I really wanna be with you.
But something’s telling me I should leave you alone.

Leave you alone. . .

Always

nadz — Sat, 12 Jun 2010 04:25:43 +0000

I’ve always put you in ma prayers ,after ma mother ,ma father followed by ma siblings then relatives. . .

followed by you. You always come after that.Yes you meant that much to me in ma life and you still do.. .

You’re always in ma heart.

I guess ma life is a bit complicated.EVOL?Didnt know how it came . Didnt plan it just came out the least expected.It’s hard. .. . .Well , like they say – who says EVOL was easy?

i rather be alone than i keep making people @%#*@$!.Im sorry

12:27pm

Not Fair

nadz — Thu, 10 Jun 2010 13:30:28 +0000

Listening to Lily ALLen songs… wow its like every song in her Alright,Still album sounds nice.Love her…she’s weird..in a good way.

Tot of watching Karate Kid today wit parents… but canceled.Haiz. .. gotta look at Jaden Smith.. .he’s so cute.

Ma schedule is really tight .. .work need to be done.. A LOT! Yea.. .its time to get ready for redbull and coffee. ..lots of cans.. …Haiz. ..Its really hard.. .hard for me.. ..maybe im born to be DUMB.Im bored of using da word stupid..Imma coward.. .im really scared if im gonna fail this time round.. ..again! hell no.I shud kill maself.Think about it…what i have showed/done good to this family???!? Im sucha %$&$%&*@@$!!

Night ,love.

nadz — Fri, 28 May 2010 14:43:09 +0000

When it rains, u dont see the sun, but its there.

Hope we can be like that.
We dont always see each other, but we will alwayz be there for each other.