I Do It Big I Guess ? I Say Im Jus Tha Best At itblah

Here i am. . .unaccompanied
Thoughts of dilemma that ive gone through
makes me doleful.
Y did this happen?
I kept thinking about it over and over again.
Y did i cherish u wen i noe that i dont noe well.
Y did i ever trust u n gif u chances?
I dont go for looks.
I dont noe y i haf feelings towards u n care for u.
Mystifying.
It was sweet on d begining. . .
But now. .all gone.
We split.U want it.
U shove off.
Dear,y u haf to go away?
Wat wrong haf i done?
Ure liar.
I nv force u to love me n be wit me.
Trust.
Is wat i hope for,in a relationship.
Its really hard for me to forget about u.
U noe y.
I made a mistake.
Frm nw on,i will nt bother u animore.
I admit.
I still hold dear u.
Bt i haf to.
Haf to forget ’bout u.
Ive learn to care n cherish d one i heart.
Eg u.
N its stop.
0n . .. .<i miss da date!damn>

Let Bygones
Be Bygones. . .

HAAHHA this is ma poem i type l0ng ago hehe

Copy from ma 1st blog = www.my.opera.com/lovemebutch

Thursday, 21. September 2006, 00:10:58

yes its f0 some0ne.gahahha

&& da eng so0 terrible,till nw.Anyway… ..Just wanna read it again.. … ..

=”)

I gotta stop ma hair braiding service.Really hv to stop as im g0nna tke ma N dis yr.BUT if i stop,ill hv no $$$$$$.ARGH!!&&actually,kinda lazy and just wanna stop this shit.Just stop what im doin nw as in “forever”..Hmm… ..I dont need to do dis if i gt $$$$!N ,4 more mths iguess.& i didnt do anytin bout it!!!stupid lazy bum.IM soo0o damn lazy lazy lazzzzyyy!!!!!I donno wat to do!I just wanna gt to sec5.Dats it.Dats all i wanted.&if possible,to poly.Being da only one whoz studying nw,ma parents rely on me.To go to poly.&& i dont understand.I mean ofcoz they wanna see me g0 poly & hv better future.BUT what if i gt to go to ite?????0fcoz i dont want it to happen. …I just hate da way ma mom think.Like ma bro&sis,each gt a good job n da f0rth still schoolin but shes takin course to be a kindergarten tcher.I said,if i wanna be a hairdresser,she says dont.Get more better career.WHAT?!?she expect me to be a lawyer,doctor or whatever.I dont wanna be tt.hmph.Just forget bout it.I just wanna go out frm da secondary sch life.&ART.Damn,i hate physical art a lot.REALLY im nt into it.But i hv no choice to tke it coz im no good at DnT.Not even pass 50%.Thats why i choose art.Atleast could get above 60%.. ..Anywaes,,hairdresser,its nt actually what i want i wanna be when i grow up.Doesnt mean im doin this part tym “Job”,tts wad im gonna be.Noooo.but i cant say anitin if suddenly i be one wen i grow up. ..hmm.currently watchin “UndisputedII=Last man standing”C0ol.. .n quite scary haaaah.Pause awhile.Tmr,g0in out i guess.. . .since sec 2 i didnt go.ARCADE here i come gahhhah ight2 i noe i noe,LAME anywae,today mothas day.So0o. .. .Happy mothas Day to ALL mothas out thr yo!=]