I Do It Big I Guess ? I Say Im Jus Tha Best At itblah

Plan for tomorrow, is still on.I guess.Tho theresa news bout ndonesian ferry sinks..hopefully we get to go tomorrow.and hope da weather’s gonna be good.Anyway went to nurul’s house.Did for zal hair.Those girl are beautiful.Cant take ma eyes off them.Er sounds wrong.hahaha!& make up fo zal too.ME?makeup for people?hahah.y cannot uh?hee.Ain look so nice first time seeing her wear like dat.After done wit all dat,i was da first to go downstairs.& saww those boys wit shades la,hat la hahaaa so colourfuuul.Chat wit them while waiting for the girls.Then head to mrt and i went home.ain-”hate u fo not go prom” .hahahah 1 day ill go okay.haha wait long2… ..I always wanna go prom night.I wanna be those serial killer in movies.Switch off da lights,and the “fun” begin!hahaaa kla crap… .nt yet pack stuff… .ugrhf hope monday gonna be a successful one.!ma website gonna be 3 year old on 30th december 2009!hahhaaaaaa 

IM REALLY TIRED DAT IM LAZY TO TALK TO ANYONE.WENT HOLIDAY FEW DAYS BACK.WENT FOR A SWIM AT 7 A.M.2HOURS!THO DA POOL WERE DIRTY.HAHAA.AND DA REST OF DA DAY I WAS SO GRUMPY AND TIRED AND I HAD NO MOOD AT ALL.I DONT CALL IT A HOLIDAY.URGH.IM JUST BACK FRM JB.SEND COUSIN.WATCHED MOVIE.PISAU CUKUR.NICE MOVIE..COZ I LIKE THOSE 2 LEAD ACTRESS.ANYWAY,IM STILL TIRED.GOIN FO A NEXT HOLIDAY AT TANJUNG BALAI KARIMUN.HAHA NOT REALLY A HOL…GO THERE COZ OF HARI RAYA HAJI AND VISIT MA COUSINS N GRANDMA.GET READY FOR MOSQUITOES!ARRGHHUHG

IM BACK.SEE??I CANT SLEEP.GOD,I CANT BELIEVE I WOULD TYPE SUMTIN LIKE DAT..PREVIOUS3 POST.BUT I DO FEEL BETTER IF I DID DAT.HM.I HAVE A SECRET PLACE DAT I CALLED YNZ.0R NY OR ANTHING LA.BEST TO GO AT NIGHT.SO QUIET…PEACEFUL…KINDA WARM THO.ARGH IM BORED.WANNA EAT ICE CREAM.CHOCOLATE FLAVOR.OR OREOCHEESECAKE. HM.I WANNA SLEEP BUT I COULDNT!IMINA ‘STABLE’ MOOD RIGHT NOW.BLANK__________

I HAD BAD DREAMS THESE FEW DAYS..ILL TYPE THOSE I CAN REMEMBER……………..MA MOM CAME TO MA ROOM AND ASK ME WHY IM CRYING?I TOLD HER NOBODY CARES ABOUT ME MOM,NOT EVEN YOU.I KNOW DAT WOMAN IS MA MOM,BUT SOMEHOW,SHE HAD THIS EVIL-LOOKING FACE.YES SCARY FACE.AND SO..SHE TRY TO SNATCH SUMTIN FROM ME.”SUMTIN”…N I DONT ALLOW HER.I SCREAM…BUT MA VOICE COULDNT COME OUT.I PUSHED HER,SHE FELL DOWN FROM MA BED AND I GRAB HER HAND AND PULL HER TO HER ROOM.AND I KICK HER HARDLY COZ SHE DIDNT WANNA LET GO..AND I SUDDENLY WOKE UP IN ABOUT 3 AM…MA HEART WERE PUMPING SO QUICKLY THAT I COULDNT SLEEP AFTERWARDS…IT BEATS REALLY FAST….REALLY…AND I DO HAVE CHILLS… .HMM….I JUST HAD REDBULL.I DONT LIKE SWEET DRINKS.Y I EVEN DRINK IT?!?!MAYBE COZ I HEARD THAT REDBULL KILLS ….. ?

 INSANE CRZY WEIRD MENTALLY DERANGED DEMENTED IMPRACTICAL UNUSUAL PARANOID FATUOUS BERSERK MORONIC ARGHHHHHH SO MUCH ABOUT ME!

Most serial killers do not look like killers, until they are caught, then the evil in their faces is all you see.

The Zodiac Killer:

The notorious and very bizarre serial killer who called himself The Zodiac remains one of the world’s great unsolved cases. In Oct., 1966, a girl was viciously murdered in Riverside, California when she permitted a man to help start the car that he had intentionally disabled when she was in her school library.

Even though police investigated over 2,500 potential suspects, the case was never solved. There were a few suspects that stood out, but the forensic technology of the times was not advanced enough to nail any one of them conclusively.

okay i wanna continue watching the exorcism of emily rose.Taaa!

WHATS WRONG WITH ME??????I JUZ COULDNT STOP HITTING MA HEAD!ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY!i WORRIED BOUT A LOT OF THINGS.EVERYTHING!!!shit Y?!?!?!?? Y CANT I JUZ BE CALM??? Y IM $#% SWEET AND ALL DAT IS  FAKE? COZ I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO ASK ME “WATS WRONG WIT U” N SHIT LIKE DAT.I DONT CARE SHIT BOUT WAD PEOPLE WANNA SAY.ITS REALLY2 HURTING ME.SOMETIMES I FELT IM NT NORMAL.I ONCE WROTE AT MA DIARY WHEN IM STILL IN PRIMARY SCHOOL-”WHEN I GROW UP,I WANT TO KILL PEOPLE!”WTH I DONT FUKING CARE SHIT!YES I HATE IT WHEN PPL ASK ME TO CALM DOWN AND MOVE ON AND SHIT.MOVE ON WAD.FKUC I JUZ DONT CARE!!!SHIT Y I EVEN CARE TO TYPE TIS?!?!?!?!ARGGHHHHHH THERES A LOT THINGS GOIN ON WITH ME DAT I DONT WAN YOU PEOPLE TO NOE.WHAT IS WITH ME?AM I INSANE OR WAD??I JUST FELT LIKE KILLING PEOPLE WHEN IM ANGRY.OR BITE.OR GRABA RAZOR BLADE N FCKIN STICK ON YA SHIT FACE.ARGHHHHHHHHHGH ATLEAST I FEEL BETTER NOW.I ALWAYS SAY THINGS DAT I DIDNT MEAN.SO BE PREPARE OF WHATSOEVER.I DONT %$^$%& CARE ANYMORE.GET AWAY FROM ME ! OR ILL STAPLE SOMETHING TO UR BLOODYFCKSHIT FACE! ARGH DONT ASK ME WHY I EVER REACT THIS WAY.THIS IS JUZ ME :’( HOW CAN I ACCEPT SOMEONE IF I CANT EVEN ACCEPT MASELF. NO FKHEAD THIS IS NOT A QN.I DONT WANNNA &^%*%$ ANSWER!

I JUST CANT MAKE UP MA DISTRAUGHT MIND

I HATE HUMANS!

YES!I HATE HUMANNNNNNNSSSSSSSS!!!!!!

AND IM DYING INSIDE

AND NOBODY KNOWS IT BUT ME

AND IM CRYING INSIDE AND NOBODY KNOWS IT BUT ME

I CARRY ON SMILING EVENTHO IM BROKEN INSIDE

SHIT!

Just havta move on

Just havta prepared for da bitterness n heartbreaks

Just havta give people a chance

Just havta believe

And u

Just havta be sincere

Just havta trust

Just havta be patient 

Just havta be true and be YOU

Who knows,you could be the one?

Who knows too,that you would be the one dat sooner or later will aggrieve me.

Thick of it..i cant believe i own Chucky.No one knows how much i want him badly.I used to say ,”ill bring you home Chucky.” And now i have 2 Chucky.Hmm. ..how time flies.. .Believe it or not,he still smell new.Smell like da first time i took him out.Oh i love smell new things.hehe.I wanna make ma own doll maybe more scars than Chucky.And female version.Hows dat?

Just came back from swimming… .. obviously gonna do this again.Tho nearly get caught.hahhahaaa.Well i had so much fun.We search fo 2 pools.
Tho da rain was quite   …wow…crazy or what??!Dats me if you know me well.hehe.I had so0o much fun.. .bout 2 hours of swimming!Head to KFC after dat.& it still raining!Okay now im back home and itsa nice weather to _____ . You know me.. … ..