WHAT MOTIVATIONAL $H!T I GETTING BORED AND IRRITATED WITH ALL THOSE …DONT GIVE UP,FAILURE IS MOTHER OF SUCCESS SHUT UP IT WONT HELP ME I FEEL KNOCK PEOPLE HEAD WHEN THEY ALL THAT STUFF ALL THOSE POSITIVE WORDS ARE CRAP ! JUST A MOFGFSGD WORD! ARGH ! ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY ! MA EARS ARE PAINFUL IF I HEAR ANY OF THESE STUPID WORD. THIS IS BULLSHIT N SO STUPID I DONT UNDERSTAND AT ALL AND I DONT WANT TO !I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS UUUGGGLLYY WORDS CLEAR UR MIND OF ALL D NEGATIVE THOTS. ..WHAT SHIT IS THIS WTH ? POSITIVE NEGATIVE POSITIVE. .. .BLA. .BLA.. THESE SUCKS TO THE CORE. I REPEAT , SUCKS . ..EXTREMELY SUCKS
March, 2010
27
Mar 10
Who is it?
The story has just begun
We’ve only turned the page once
And trust me this is such a beautiful one
Baby
You dont have to turn the page
I’ve read this story*
It ends with you and me
You dont have to walk away
The story will change
baby please don’t turn the page
No dont give it up
Try to believe what im seeing in us
Dont front
Boy you know I could possibly be the one
And I know you might be stuck in the past
But I wanna give you my heart to make it all better
All she took you through
I would never do that to you
Shee made it so hard for me to love you
But Im here now
How can I make it clear now
Story aint over not now
27
Mar 10
Surprise me with an 0reo Cheesecake pleasee??
Its been so long since i had oreo cheesecake .Im craving for it now.How i wished someone would send me Starbuck’s oreo cheesecake and ma usual coffee! ARGGH “drooling”. . I wanna watch movie!! Waiting for shutter island to be released. I miss a lot of stuff and a lot of people . Hmmm … i cant believe i was about to go and see his sister at NUH .. .harh.. .. i make ma own usual chicken mushroom potato soup and lotsss of onions and garlic. YUUUMMM !! I just need desert!!!! I think im gonna get a new phone tomorrow!!YAY then i wouldnt have to press so HARD to text peopl,that’s why sometimes im lazy to replied. hee. Someone gonna give me a baby persian kitten!!!omg!!!! but sadly … fo sure dat will scold me like crazy … .arggghh !! i want kitten !!!!!!! a small kitten!!!! dat doesnt MEEEOWW!!! 
26
Mar 10
Blessed
Less 30 minutes,me and ma brother went to somewhere to eat as im fasting yesterday.We chat about some stuff.That means a lot to me.We talk about our parents. ..He make me realise about something important that i shud know and remember all ma life.How we are lucky.How dad raise 5 childrens when his salary was just about 600plus then.Use to Live at Tanglin Halt a very small house.Then to wlds blk 832.I remember i were K2 then.Go to school all by myself from K2 onwards.Dad was a satay peddler.And bro being force to follow dad around.Most people call him satay boy then. HAHA. Until ma bro fed up,told dad to take taxi license…till now.Ma bro believe dat whateva ma sisters, him, had achieve and how they achieved this far. ..it is all blessed by ma parents.Their prayers for their childrens.And ofcourse GOD
24
Mar 10
Melancholy
I Feel lika total failure.Or AM I? I was screaming while im on ma bed. ..like…suddenly?!and ma heartbeat started to beat promptly.GOD! Soon gonna be April , im sure of maself..dat im stuck in dat school,again , yet all da negative stuff dat is on ma mind all along … .
it seems so hard to get away from it.
I feel so hopeless at times. ..
i know i kept bragging bout all this shit.
But i just cant help it. And Please okay,i do help maself by studying. .. stuff like dat. Its time for me to fast.. .been eating a lot since i went fora holiday with love ones.
Just sooo.. .argh!!im really in a deplorable state of.. ..whateva shit la!!! And can u believe it.. ma mouth been cursing since i started school again.
Well .. .not cursing exactly. .but expressing negative words dat i should’nt be uttering !!!!!!!!! This is sooo not me.. . haha.. . please, serious kay.
ALL THIS ….
is just sucks. .. nfgjfdfddjk!! ight …im done ….
ADIOS
maybe i should be naming ma website nadz-forever-misery.com instead of FRESH .FRESH??!?! haha maybe dats not me anymore … 
22
Mar 10
Hate Mondays. .. .
Ma website is getting boring! ARGH everything in here is soo lame?!?!? Im lazy to change anything?!?! or even update pictures and stuff. .. I dont have time .. .either im sleeping.. ..or studying. … ehem.. hee. Im goinna have Popeye’s for dinner!!!!!!! .. .anyway…surprisingly. … i dint turn up for March holiday chem class. I noe i shud’ve attend. ..due to some reasons. ..i did’nt . and i missed a lot of things … dat i shud be aware of. .. i know!!!! argh . I was so lazy to wake up this Morning for school … but i manage to push maself ! I hate mondays + I hate school .. . = IM LAZY
19
Mar 10
Back to home!
Im back from ma VERY short vacation.I even went home between the 3 days 2 night to bring some stuff from home.hahaha.. .the best thing is.. .not much people.. bout 3 to 4 family i guess..coz d place’s kinda eerie ,some say haunted..wateva la i even make friends with them. .hahah.. & guess what?we’re d only one who use d barbequeue pit.hahha. .. went swimming… jacuzzi . .but its kinda smelly. ..guess they didnt change d water…eeew. 2 more days to school reopen. .. ARRGH. … ape ni cepatnyyeeee … . anyway i did enjoy spending time with them ..especiall when sis,me n bro talk about stuff dat we dont usually talk ’bout. ..haha kinda funny..
17
Mar 10
BYE!
Im gonna be away for 3 days to night… ..for a holiday…..at…..Sembawang!!!!!!!! –” atleast chalet…hehe
4
Mar 10
GGrrr
Arrgh need ma beauty bath.heh.. ..this week im late for 2 days!Ala who cares… .hmm so many test.It is soo pissed off even if i studied,i get bad results….arggh.Y???Tmr cross country at Matrichie.So far?!?!Anyway i hope i didnt fail badly for today’s 2 test.. … haiz