April, 2010
18
Apr 10
Finally ,shutter island!
-1.14 pm -
I just get to know from sis that ma favourite male singer passed away yesterday at 6.30.0kay maybe favourite back then when i was a kid..I google-ed.. found out its true ..Poor thing.Sucha young age, plus he got GREAT voice.May he rest in peace.. .Watched Shutter Island yesterday.Good movie. .. from the start i knew that “he” was patient number 67.haha.. .Anyway i had ma coffee yesterday … as usual double shot. ..so. .i slept around 4 yesterday.. ..A Lot of stuff/homeworks need to be done by today!I hope i can finish it. ..Arghhhhh! Not sure when im gonna have a new phone. . . Mid year’s coming.I hope ill improve by then.. .ahhh something just soo hurtful.but im just not sure what is it. 
11
Apr 10
Dont mind ma face.PERTH Pichas
Cool shit right?
some candies i brought to SG!
Last moment where ma skin is still clean 
Wondering if i could finish it.
Mmm fresh hotdogs! 
Barbequeiuing
Hmm. …Miss those days in Perth!!!! Pics taken 2days before bck to SG..some pics are distorted as theres not enuff space
7
Apr 10
2 good things.
Firstly , finally i came to school.
Secondly , FINALLY i have a pencil box!!!!!!!!!!!!! hm. .i still prefer ma school pocket,where i stuffed ma pens/pencil .. .whatever ..
4
Apr 10
Coffee
Me: Mom…school sucks i feel like killing the srehcaet …i feel like dying!
Mom: Hish why u always say dat,school is for ur future
Me: Im really lazy. ..nth else can help..
Mom: Drink the coffee i ask u to drink
Mr: U make fo me la…
And im drinking ma coffee right now..mom make. Since i couldnt smoke,i had to drink coffee,ya i know coffee goes well with cigg..anyway,Ma coffee smells nice.Still,i feel so restless even now,im typing really slow.I made a lot of mistakes.. i just think dat i should avoid people so that i dont show tantrum or get angry. I cant handle it anymore. No one should be near me,unless u want me to become d hulk.Yesterday i hit ma head so hard dat i could feel any pain.D hardest ive ever hit.Arh.. .forget bout it. I cant wait to be 18 ,so i could go somewhere on ma bdae this year. God knows where i go for da past 4 years on ma bdae.No one dat i wanna spend time with.Only me alone. Unless at night,with family. Hope for an 0reocheesecake this year. ..
3
Apr 10
I GNIKCUF HATE PEOPLE.YES ,PEOPLE.GO AWAY HUMANS. &*%%%*&%^*&%$%$#$#@&* !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2
Apr 10
Im insane
Things just get worse day by day. How long i have to handle this?? Im sick and tired . I need someone badly.Anyone that can make me happy .Someone that will be there for me in whateva circumstance. But for now i rather be alone .Coz i dont want to show tantrum or hurt anyone, though i dont mean it .Argh ! this is nothing with anyone.This is just me. I have a problem .Something about me is just not right. NOT RIGHT .Im sure of it :’(